Worst phase of your life is best phase of your life.

People say nothing last forever. Someday or another you will loose the thing you cherrish the most. The science within my mind belived that fact but my heart never. In this conflict, I always used to listen to my heart. But that day came in my life when the heart of the person I loved the most stopped and my heart started breaking. It failed for the first time in my life. I lost the concept of feelings and relied on my mechanical brain which I used only during exams. I became ruthless, staged and super workaholic. I didnt wanted to return home and feel sad. Thats the content my brain was playing. My brain was calculative only to support my good. I felt no life. No joy. No bonding.
But as the days went by and with every step I took, it reminded me of her. Tears rolled down my eyes and with these tears my broken heart started healing by itself. Its seemed has if something is flushing my saddness out through tears. Those were her memories. She used to tell me with every step you take in your life you will remember me. Everything i touched had some of her memories stored. It was playing like a holgramic image in front of my very eyes. And i just kept smiling as if she was live in front of me. These beautiful happy memories unknowingly started healing my shattered heart and i was back to normal as i was. 
Through this phase of my life I learnt very important lessons in life.
1. Things do life forever with you. If not materially than through their memories. So always keep others happy and make the momories happy and memoriable.
2. The worst I feared had happened and now I am not scared of any thing bad that is going to take place. 
She had not only pulled me back to my normal self but also made me stronger emotionally and mentally.
Brain will tell you what is right or wrong for you but your heart will always tell you that you are good if you feel that whatever you are doing is good for others.
Miss You. Love You. Thank you for such loving and guiding memory.